Please see my previous responses to you on this issue (I'm actually pulling them down below in this post for easier reference for you):
I went through this same process a couple of years back, I know precisely what is at stake. This is the reason why people like
@Britsimon,
@SusieQQQ,
@Xarthisius and myself stayed back several years later to provide the ongoing support to help new selectees successfully navigate the process, which is a lot more than we found or got when we went through the process. I appreciate it a lot more when people are not asking me the same question over and over again (because they want me to say or write a specific thing), when they calm down, digest and make use of the information that's already been provided for free as against trying to remind me of what this opportunity means for them. That, I don't appreciate.