So, back in india, most of us were high-fliers. everyone in india thinks that hey bitoo is in amereeeka, must be making laatts of maney and dating lots of chikkks. (someone actually told me that). i have been stuck in the same company for 5 years, going nowhere. decided in 2004 that i will stick it out and get the gc and then move on to better things. the day has yet to come when i can move on, i cant see it in the horrizon
i feel that my skills and mind have deteriorated. i am not as fresh as i was 5 years back. not doing work that i love, just hanging in there. i think the decision to come to usa was the worst decision i made, sure i had fun here, but this is pretty damn frustrating. i am not sleeping hungry and am better off that 95% of the worlds population, am i being ungrateful? maybe. i thought that i could do better, now i dont. maybe after i get the gc, my attitude will change. now i am broken. ladies and gents, uscis has broken me.
i have wasted the last 5 years of my life, my prime, am over 30 now and nowhere to go. hope that these sons of friggin nasty, scumsucking, mofos will get their misery too. but u know, i cant do anything so i will sit quietly, putting my penis in a bag.
i am filled with so much pain and frustration that i cant say it in these forums, i do not have words to express it. so i will quote gnarles barkley.
I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that phase.
Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space
And when you're out there
Without care,
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn't because I didn't know enough
I just knew too much
Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Probably
And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice, that's my only advice
Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,
Ha ha ha bless your soul
You really think you're in control
can you also post more details about ur pending LC case, like my signature??
Well, I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
I think you're crazy
Just like me