Qewty
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I should clarify: my comment was within the context of lotteries, pools and raffles. In other words, games. One could argue that life is a giant crapshoot on a philosophical level, but I was specifically elucidating my experiences within the boundary of random lottery and lottery-like games dictated by chance.
It is not about how much I “believe” in something. My desire, no matter how powerful, cannot overcome the basic fact that the result is determined by variables in a manner that is not within my control; just like a random lottery should be.
I understand what you are saying Slash-dot. Nonetheless, in the often drudgery of the "every-day", I like to think of the consequences of winning; it adds another possibility to my future plans (and there are many of them, some of them will happen because I have more control over them, some of them I have no control other than to be a participant). I still consider myself in with a shot nonetheless. To that end, my documents are prepared and discussions have already been had regarding move logistics etc. I've not said any prayers for this as that is not my way, and I don't have any mantras either, but I do think about the literal consequences of being selected and being organised for it. Not sure if that constitutes positive thinking, believing something into being etc - for me it's just a case of I put an entry in, I have a chance, no matter how small the probability.
I've not won more than an Easter egg lottery in primary school in my life - but I am certainly hoping to win this one. I'll be disappointed not to, but hey, October will come again and by then, I will have saved a little more, gone a little further in my degree, and the US economy might be just that little bit better.
And I will enter again. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
Q
Oh, and I like your posts, you're exceptionally eloquent.