Congrats, you\'re not alone...
I started with EB-2 in 97 myself, and I\'m still not done. I was "screwed" by my super-proper lawyer by not going the RIR way. My I-140 got delayed for more than 3 months by my company, and you know what happened last year with I-140\'s.
You are right, when something comes at a high price, it is no longer enjoyable. You\'ll be happier (or just relieved) in a few weeks.
So start enjoying your life again...