I want to apologize to members of this forum. I realized that I steeped to a level that I never had before. It was not my intention to make this forum boring or to push people away from it. However, I am happy that people are finally speaking out even if they have to be cruel about it. I think part of the problem is, as Sessanga put it, that "we are at a most degraded level as a result of being asylee." That was exactly my point and my resentment came as a result of feeling that way as a human being. This resentment did not make people happy and prompted them to call me absurd, which in turn constitued total invalidation of my feelings and thoughts. Anyways. I promise that I will refrain from steeping to the level of some people in this forum. I will be happy to get any question from any of you since I went through the whole process. God bless you all.
Shamshon
Shamshon