-- You feel something burning hard in your heart 4 minutes, then you feel you are lost - don't know what to do and feel so strange and absolutely uncomfortable, even angry! What is wrong with me? Isn't this the moment I dreamed for 5 years ?
-- That is exactly my feeling at the moment when I saw my 485 was approved from the online case status ! I was a happy man (even a day-dreamer) untill I got used to this kind of life: desperate waiting and waiting year after year and worring life (job) day after day for 5 years. I am now completely a different man - full of explosive emotion, ignoring everything happening around the world, totally losing any dreams. Today, as I wrote this, I suddenly feel I still should appreciate TSC -- it is her (shoud it be IT?) that makes me growing from a teenager to a granny!
-- My thanks to all you guys in this forum whose information and analysis light up my hope again and again -- though it is painful when hopes evaporated but it really has prevented me from developing into mental diseases! Best wishes to all you guys and do not repeat my mistake -- got PR but lost myself !
(My info has been updated as GXL in the e-nairobi tracker)
-- That is exactly my feeling at the moment when I saw my 485 was approved from the online case status ! I was a happy man (even a day-dreamer) untill I got used to this kind of life: desperate waiting and waiting year after year and worring life (job) day after day for 5 years. I am now completely a different man - full of explosive emotion, ignoring everything happening around the world, totally losing any dreams. Today, as I wrote this, I suddenly feel I still should appreciate TSC -- it is her (shoud it be IT?) that makes me growing from a teenager to a granny!
-- My thanks to all you guys in this forum whose information and analysis light up my hope again and again -- though it is painful when hopes evaporated but it really has prevented me from developing into mental diseases! Best wishes to all you guys and do not repeat my mistake -- got PR but lost myself !
(My info has been updated as GXL in the e-nairobi tracker)