I came to the states with f-1 visa. I am out of status for almost a year because of my financial status. I also had bad grades, earthquake and financial problems effected me too much. I am applying for reinstatement and I have everything (papers) ready for reinstatement. I was told that I cannot apply for reinstatement by myself. what I was told was it should be done either by my advisor or a lawyer. I called Nebraska office and they told me that I could do it by myself. My concern is that those grades on my transcript. Is there anyone here that have an experience or any suggestion ? I feel so desparete recently because I cannot go back to my country without any degree. I would rather kill myself. This is that serious to me.