FP2 Received - Not Yet Approved - Wait time
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Kartoshkin
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BAGUSAC, I think you and I (separately) need to take care of our sanity. Meditation, breathing excercises, going to art museums may help a lot actually. 
I am not sarcastic. I see that you are getting drastic. (The poor rhyme is unintended.) And I have that in me too. We all have some rythm to our lives, and shit like USCIS disturbes it a lot. It gets even more intence when you get glimps of hope like FP2. Try to look at glimps of hope as disturbances too. You know well by now how much you can be fulled by them. Feel the rythm in you and try to not deviate. You have your direction deep in you, try to stay with it regardless...
I may sound like a guru here but I'm not
I'm just learning something new and sharing it and USCIS (ironically) is helping me. 
I am not sarcastic. I see that you are getting drastic. (The poor rhyme is unintended.) And I have that in me too. We all have some rythm to our lives, and shit like USCIS disturbes it a lot. It gets even more intence when you get glimps of hope like FP2. Try to look at glimps of hope as disturbances too. You know well by now how much you can be fulled by them. Feel the rythm in you and try to not deviate. You have your direction deep in you, try to stay with it regardless... I may sound like a guru here but I'm not
I'm just learning something new and sharing it and USCIS (ironically) is helping me. Thanks Kartoshkin for the invite and putting things in perspective 
I think we should hook up sometime and trash the insanity out .
You are right about doing some exercises and going to museums too;
But here is the interesting part; I am using this forum to keep my calm ; vent my anger and frustration in a peaceful manner; the waiting is really unbearable cannot take it anymore on the verge of losing it u see.
Secondly the personal story is too difficult to state out here in the forum as it will bore to death everyone who reads till the end of it.
And as the saying goes "till the card comes home" I will be singing the same choir and pouncing on details to calm me down and now go berserk.
Well the glimmer of hope of getting the GC is not keeping me disturbed it is the thought that it is taking so much messing up my mind.
So basically seeking solitude on this forum every 1 hr or so
I think we should hook up sometime and trash the insanity out . You are right about doing some exercises and going to museums too;
But here is the interesting part; I am using this forum to keep my calm ; vent my anger and frustration in a peaceful manner; the waiting is really unbearable cannot take it anymore on the verge of losing it u see.
Secondly the personal story is too difficult to state out here in the forum as it will bore to death everyone who reads till the end of it.
And as the saying goes "till the card comes home" I will be singing the same choir and pouncing on details to calm me down and now go berserk.
Well the glimmer of hope of getting the GC is not keeping me disturbed it is the thought that it is taking so much messing up my mind.
So basically seeking solitude on this forum every 1 hr or so
Kartoshkin
Registered Users (C)
First of all, since this is a public post, this is a good show of how people can share deep thoughts with ease. Nothing is keeping us from beeing human, we are all in the limbo, but rearly do we share, even on the forums. There are threats, wars, fear. Nobody said the word "war", through the threads (I never saw one), but some know there is war, on different levels. 
I don't mean to be political at all actually.
Let's keep it together through the times of hardship. Statistics may give insights, but it's just a blur. It's escape, in a way. It does not matter how people will vote on this one. You are still within the Gaussian distribution, and there is a chance you are in the middle.
Thank you for starting this tread. Send me a private mesage if you want to hook up. I live near NYC.
I don't mean to be political at all actually. Let's keep it together through the times of hardship. Statistics may give insights, but it's just a blur. It's escape, in a way. It does not matter how people will vote on this one. You are still within the Gaussian distribution, and there is a chance you are in the middle.
Thank you for starting this tread. Send me a private mesage if you want to hook up. I live near NYC.