Difficultly

I am in a very difficult situation and have totally given up on the concept of immigration altogether but I would like to share my own experience. 12 months ago, I met a person of the opposite sex on a Social Utility and we both became fond of one another exchanging messages back and forth by this social utility, email and voice chatted as well. It was towards the end of the year that with constant communication, we met for a 2 week period and decided to become engaged. We wanted to get married but sadly our disabilities have made it difficult as we are on the Autistic Spectrum. Our dream of ever getting married is just impossible now